Questioning?

Am I passionate about someone or
Is it just to kill boredom
Only if things had been alright
Today it had not been so tight
Now I am lost and have no clue
Except facing life’s blues
I always believed I could plan
But now I take life as it comes
Can’t say life had been better
This way or that way
Though I know it for sure
That I did my best and
Perhaps this is the way
It was meant to be